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Monday, October 17th, 2005
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I completely have disregarded livejournal and the blogging community for quite some time now. It sucks! There is so much shit that I could have posted since....FEB 05! Good lawd! I am currently sitting in front of my computer wishing I didn't have a theory exam tomorrow morning at 8:30am. I am so sick and tired of having to get up early every day of the week...except Saturday actually :) that is the day i have all to myself..i look forward to that day...sigh
So, Gainesville, FL my new home. Quite a place. Not sure what I got myself into or even if I can uphold a sense of responsibility to get me through to the next semester. It is hard to focus on the things that are important..like sleep, homework, vocal repertoire, and succeeding.
Things haven't been that bad actually. I have made a lot of friends which i hear isn't that much of a surprise. pause
Feeling some Sarah at the moment:
Do What I Have To Do
from Mirrorball and Surfacing
what ravages of spirit
conjured this temptuous rage
created you a monster
broken by the rules of love
and fate has lead you through it
you do what you have to do
and fate has led you through it
you do what you have to do ...
and I have the sense to recognize that
I don't know how to let you go
every moment marked
with apparitions of your soul
I'm ever swiftly moving
trying to escape this desire
the yearning to be near you
I do what I have to do
the yearning to be near you
I do what I have to do
but I have the sense to recognize
that I don't know how
to let you go
I don't know how
to let you go
a glowing ember
burning hot
burning slow
deep within I'm shaken by the violence
of existing for only you
I know I can't be with you
I do what I have to do
I know I can't be with you
I do what I have to do
SIGH....So Beautiful
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Tuesday, October 26th, 2004
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WOW it has been awhile. I keep slacking off on this journal shit. So, Michael and I aren't together anymore. We might work things out in the future but for now we are just much better friends than boyfriends. Lets see. I have an audition/interview/voice lesson on Nov 16th and 18th with Bill Reed in NYC! I am so excited. WOOHOO! Too much going on not very much time to write.
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Saturday, July 10th, 2004
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Haven't written here in awhile. I am in Texas in case anyone wants to know. I have been here since the beginning of May doing a show called texas legacies. www.epictexas.com . I will be here until August 24th probably. So wish me luck. I just fought off three tarantulas and a rattle snake YESTERDAY!
After i get back from TX I am going to be working my ass off in SC to save up. I am moving to NYC in the new year. Exciting isn't it? I made a lot of changes in my life. I can't wait.
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Tuesday, April 27th, 2004
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it has definitely been awhile since I last entered anything into my journal. Way too much has happened. Alot of shit. I just got back from Disney World sunday night. We went with the choir to sing. Of course there was drama while I was there. Good and bad. Nate ended up asking me to get in the shower with him. It took him three times before I gave in.
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Sunday, February 29th, 2004
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Today is the last day of "City of Angels", Thank God! It is time to start getting back to the reality of fiction.
It has been a long haul for this musical and I am glad it is over. I have to get back to studying or I am going to lose my chance for any financial aid next semester.
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Tuesday, February 17th, 2004
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Tuesday, February 10th, 2004
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Well it seems since my last entry that someone wanted to be a little competitive with me on the states they visited. That's ok. I will remember that. :)
City of Angels is finally getting on it's feet. I felt like all the rehersals were a waste of time until last night.
It is such a huge show and very demanding.
Samantha has finally picked out a place to live. She is buying a condo off of Burcale Rd. I am moving in with her in April...thank God. I thought i was never going to find a roommate for when I move out of Canterbury. This hellhole.
Well gotta get ready for school.
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Thursday, February 5th, 2004
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Wednesday, January 28th, 2004
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I am sitting in Greg's office listening to Katie blab on the on phone...My days are really long this semester...
Here is my schedule without extracurricular activites.
Sunday: Church Choir job 7:30am-11:30am
City of Angels rehearsal 2:00pm-6:00pm
Monday: Classes from 9:30 am-1:30pm
Music practice 1:30-3:30
Eat 5:00-6:00
Rehearsal6:00-10:00
Tuesday and Thursday: Classes from 8:30am-2:15pm
Music practice 2:45-4:00
Rehearsal 6:00-10:00
Wednesday: Classes from 9:30am-2:20pm
Church Choir 6:30-8:00
City of Angels rehearsal 8:30-10:00
Friday: Classes from 9:30am-2:20pm
FREE TIME!!!!!!!!!!!
Saturday: Rehearsal 10-2!!!
FREE TIME!!!!!!!!!!!
So i get alot of free time right? NO!!!!
City of Angels should be alot further along than what it is now. Greg is doing the best he can trying to fit 30 people in his schedule and keeping up with all of them.
I am doing the best I can right now with 20 credit hours in my schedule. THat is insane with all the other stuff I have to do.
I just talked to Chris online. It is really nice being back in touch with him. 2011. 30 years old. GO AWAY!!!
Wow. I am 22 now. I will be 25 when i get out of Grad school. I guess that isn't to bad. That is average. At least I am not losing my hair. :)
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Thursday, January 22nd, 2004
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Hello Livejournal. It has been awhile since i have put anything in here. There is much to tell about. I am sitting in the library at Coastal right now getting ready to go and meet Jonah in the Cafe, then on to rehersal. City of Angels is coming along quite nicely if you ask me. Well, I really haven't seen much of it, but it seems to be running smoothly. I only have one year left in college after this semester. That is scary as hell. It is time to find a graduate school. I am thinking either University of Central Florida or Carnegie Mellon in Pittsburgh. hmmm....gotta go...
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Tuesday, November 4th, 2003
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So things are going well. I thought it would be a lot worse, but the having a roommate and it being George isn't bad at all. Actually he is the perfect roommate. That is the way it should have been a long time ago. I tend to rush into things very quickly and then i ended up hurting someone. I don't mean to hurt anyone, especially George. I hope he forgives me. There will still be a lot to look forward to in life if he stays my friend. I need to research now. . . .
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Wednesday, September 24th, 2003
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Well it has been over a month since I last posted to my journal. A little neglect is expected now and then. :) I have been extremely busy with The Baker's Wife rehersals and school and work and George! My lovebunny. :)
Well Tonight is opening night for us. So everyone out there wish me luck! If yo happen to be in the area. The Baker's Wife is playing at Coastal Carolina University in Conway,SC. It is tonight through Saturday 7:30pm. With a matinee on Saturday and Sunday at 3 pm.
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Wednesday, July 30th, 2003
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A have a fucking high ass Romanian in my living room......heas the bewt weeds. Oh my goahd The screen IS JUMPIG OUT AT ME ...hahahaha...What do you want ADi? HELLO?
EEII CHa WOBN What Are you Doing? :) :) WHAT THE FUCK!!?!?!??
HE IS SpiTTING ON ME @@!!! HEHEHEH
LOL
I am high tooASS CREAMEY!I NNEDD to stop...oh shhitttttt2
What is marshmallow what is it?
iT's a big fluffy pillow!!!!!he was warming his ice cream because it was to cold...ad he wantd it hot...YOU WANT HIGH ICE CREAM?!!
NONOA Are you joking?
MHMHMMMHM
WHat aAdi?HE WATNS TO KNOW?
Why you tyoing?
A hot icream a hot one....?Adi looks faint..he going to fall....Ice Cream...itzs sooo good! bobs head ) *
BYE Play GAME
NOTA RIGHT NNOW NOT NOW? NO I WANNA EAT!
Cocoa's color now availabe in ice cream!?
Why not have chairs in this room?
What is cocolino no i don't know
Laundry's
LETZ PLAY THAT HIGH FUCKING GAME!
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Thursday, July 24th, 2003
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Thanks for the lovely evening last night George. I have never eaten spiders before. (chills) I think I ate too much. YOU MADE ME INK!
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Wednesday, July 23rd, 2003
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I must thank Samantha for the lovely time last night at Friday's! Here is a re-cap. That cosmo she had tasted like a fruit roll-up. Nate really needs to learn how to make drinks. LOL! Was that tape wrapped around his arms? No it's real.Shit there is a hurricane! (wind blowing, spit flying) OH MY GOD YOU KILLED DAVEY CROCKET! What? A 300 dollar camera? Whoa. BUSINESS MUST BE GOOD! Oh shit and a flash! 15 rolls of film too. Damn it just never stops. I wish Sam could have went with us to Six Flags! I would have taken her to see her brother too. Oh well maybe next time.
The casino boat is another thing. We are definitely going on it soon.
As for now I am at work...
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Only 6 days left until we leave for Six Flags. WOOHOO! I can't wait to get away from this dramatic place. It has been a long deserved get away I can tell you that. 3 jobs, getting up at 6am during the week and working every Saturday. Atlanta is going to HOT FUN! lol :)
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Wednesday, July 16th, 2003
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I am very excited about our trip to Six Flags over Georgia. I know the guys will love it. Plus, I need a vacation right about now. It feels like I work non-stop with the three jobs I have, but it pays off. Thank God I don't have any credit card debt to pay or even a car payment. These days are a little easier anyways with the guys living with us. Splitting the rent four ways does have it's advantages.
ON another note:
I can't wait for school to start as I mentioned in a previous journal entry. The dean of the humanities wants to commission Elise and me to do the music for certain special occassions the school will be holding. This is such an exciting and great oppurtunity. The good thing is that we are getting paid for it as well and hopefully, if she sticks to her word, I won't be paying for school either. So, things are going really well. Wouldn't you say so? That reminds me: I hope Samantha gets her financial aid mess straightened out. I am having that problem right now. The government has changed the way they handle the pell grant. So it just sucks now if you weren't abused or abandoned by your parents. :(
I miss Okey. He was here for a week and a half. We had the greatest time on the jet ski and just hanging out again, like we always do. he is going to meet us at Six Flags though so that is good. Well, I am needing to get on up out of this trailer.
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Pirates was really good. I enjoyed it. So did the guys. Now I am at work. I can't wait to leave already. As soon as school starts I am out of here. A lot of good stuff will happen this year at school. I will talk more about that later.
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I wish I could remember the comment that Okey made last night that I wanted to put in here. We had such a good time last night....I will write more on that later.
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